To A.J (part three)

( I wrote this last part in English as a difference to the solemn last two parts).

At last!

Goodbye, past.

Eventually!

Finally!


I could call you mine.


I should've done this years ago!

Considering how happy I am now.

But maybe, I wouldn't be this happy

If we hadn't gone through the darkness of the past.


Heart filled with glee

Sometimes, I feel the world belongs to you and me

Approval I gained, the smile in your face

I couldn't be any more happy.


But sometimes irrational thoughts haunted me

Afraid that one day, again, I will lose thee.

So forgive me if I hug too tight, and loved too much

For I don't want to experience the pain as such;

Loneliness, betrayal, and lies.


Let's enjoy the present while we can

And be grateful for the greatest ability of man;

To Love.