I cry at night

Thinking of yesterday

How we started with "I love you" every night
Holding each other close in embrace
And in my dreams you are,
I refuse to wake up with all my might.

I cry at night

Thinking of yesterday

How you held my hand so tight
And even from the distance, the glances you steal at me
The way you talk with such kindness
And made my day, my steps so light

I cry at night

Thinking of yesterday

The happy girl I was, who knew nothing of the world.
The sweet thing we are, the way I called you "senior".
The girl who cares none other than you.
The girl who ran and hugged you on your fifteenth birthday.
The girl who fell in love with you.
I miss her too.

I cry at night

Thinking of yesterday

Where you would heal my wounds and not create them.
Where I would be dying to talk to you rather than avoiding you.
Where I would go to you when i'm sad instead of writing.

I cry at night

Thinking of yesterday

When I was the only girl on your heart
And in mine was nothing but happiness. And you. And the moments we shared.
The hugs we secretly give to each other.

I still remember vividly how slowly we grew apart.

I cry at night

Thinking of today

How much we had changed

I cry at night

So console me

Do you still love me like you did yesterday?