Thoughts of the Depressed

I'm so hurt

Yet nobody knew

My mask has gone too thick

Not willing to start brand new.



No one considers my feelings anymore

They just do what they want to do.

But day by day, I console myself;


One day I'll die

And leave all the pain behind

From, now, I bid you all goodbye

No more tears, no more lie.


Then my soul will wonder free

Just like how it was always meant to be

I wonder, why is it so hard being me?

I'll die smiling, you'll see.


My smile will brighten up the gloom

When everyone will stand in doom;

The smiling corpse,

The crying crowd.


Lord, now that was all I ever wanted

I put the "fun" in funeral

Cause death is what I truly needed.


Why couldn't it come sooner, I wonder?